Today is the day”: 6/20/15

I just prayed to give God everything. I told Him I will do ANYTHING. I’m terrified, but I feel compelled. I am currently in the middle of an ugly divorce (is there any other type?) from a preacher. I know God can give me the supernatural ability to forgive his infidelity, but not the continuing lies & deception. I’m believing God will heal my broken heart, bless me, and use me to minister to others. In what capacity I don’t know. I don’t know where this prayer will lead me, but I am prepared to follow.